Saturday, 19 September 2009

Masochism Rising!

Recently we've been finding I can take more and more during correction or maintenance.
Things that would have sent me running squealing like a little girl are now absolutely fine.

The hair brush used to be a feared instrument of torture and now, while I might not go as far as to say I enjoy it but, it's just not that bad!

I find I need more to keep me level and happy. More often. More Severe. Just More!!!

I find the space where the world turns warm and comfortable, like a dark room with a crackling open fire, is closer than it used to be. It's not long before I reach.... well not quite subspace, that's different for me some how... but a place of almost total relaxation.

It's amazing how much more human I feel, how much me "me" I am, with this.

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