Another Stroppy Shopping Trip

Well. It turns out the correction is working.


Yesterday we took another trip into town. We'd been in there for some time when I was getting hungry and tired and I was having communication problems. Instead of saying "I'm hungry my blood sugars are dropping and I can feel it" - I conversationally said "What are we doing for lunch".
I think as it was Valentines day and we were out in town Obsidian thought that this was a push towards going out for a meal or something. What ever he thought he answered with a general "Well we'll be home soon. We'll have something then."
Me being tired, cranky and low on reserves got frustrated - believing stupidly that this was Obsidian ignoring me, and ignoring what I was trying to say. I got totally worked up and started raising my voice and getting the nasty squeaky tone that stress bring to my voice.
At which point Obsidian pulled me to one side he tried talking rationally to me - but I was just getting more and more stressed. Finally he leaned in close to my ear and whispered "Are you wanting the same consequences as yesterday?"


At once I felt my self relax, become grounded, switching off the race within my head. I know it shouldn't, as what he was proposing is supposed to be a punishment, but I could feel a surge of heat and throbbing within my pussy. A temptation to push him, to create a situation where he would have no choice but to spank me. A greater part of me just wanted to make him happy, so I let the relaxation take me away.


Only a fortnight ago I would have been sure that we would never be here. That we would not have any of this dynamic in our lives again. A part of me is afraid it will be taken away again. Another part of me is very afraid it will take me over.